Depression has hit me again, i know why, but im not going to say it. I feel like pain can only go away with more pain. i wish i wasent here, im out of it, i dont want to do anything, i feel like diying, i feel like running away. I know i have kept people from going this deep into a depression, but i have gon there myself, i hate life and i dont want to be here in this world anymore. im not going to kill my self because i cant follow through with it. all i can do is sit here and cry. T T